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“就当毕业临别纪念吧，反正之后十年再见也不是稀奇，所以还是诚实点好。”

昨晚和某男性理直气壮聊到两点。恩，好久没有这样的谈话了，很舒心。收获了他的几个要带去坟墓的秘密，和一些直到今次才弄明白的问题。虽然他真的有些扭曲，但仍然真心希望他能碰到一个我欣赏的女性，这样我会更满意。

尺度不大却聊得很开，充满伪-吐嘈和真-感情（大误），至少知道以前还是被认真对待的，私下很开心。

不过还是早日被扭转过来，脱离愤怒吧！笨蛋！

2点是我入睡的临界点，后来去洗了个热水澡，心里清楚注定接下来三个小时睡不着。果然陷入了澎湃，愤怒，以及无数从前的闪回。

Part A

---"I got  a briefcase blues.Not so hungry not so full,in between I just loose myself."

---"Crimson night,sleeping on a boat over the water of dream.A million wings sing with the flying horses."

Part B

"现在你的策划在XXX[马赛克]三个老总那里，你紧张去吧。"

"......"

Part C

"败了快...已经有做软体动物的觉悟了,官方机构压死人呀..."

"去墙角,把灵魂捏成丸子,一口吞下吧,此为真'大补之物呀!!!"

Part D

好吧,我说我第一次感觉这么累呀...

小宇宙,如果你还有的话,从银河系的那头稍微露个脸好不?

恩恩,其中的惨烈自然只有我知道,旁人不明的,表到我面前叫嚣.

呼天抢地的力气我是没有了,若有,那说明事情还没到THE END或者GAME OVER的地步,还有余力做垂死挣扎.

而所有"短暂而剧烈的痛苦",一旦过去,也就被我丢下了.

那么,既然已经过去,就"向着夕阳狂奔吧!"[指!]

ps.最近常听歌词一段

The Cure / Friday I'm In Love

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitate...

I don't care if Mondays black
Tuesday Wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
It's Friday I'm in love

Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday watch the walls instead
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday
I'm in love

如果老是朝过去看，会变成收满旧物的冰箱，叙叙叨叨的蒸汽熨斗，还是一根屹立不倒的痴心盐柱？

都已经是现在了,"朝过去看"无用呀！扪心自问"为什么你...""为什么我...""为什么那时..."这样的问题,更是给自己添堵.

...

好吧,我也承认,有时晚上想到一些以前的人和事,还是会有点难过.
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我忽忽而来,遗落的袜子,会在明天变成小狗,为你衔来内馅草莓的棒棒糖,还是清爽的小蛋糕?